It's hard for me to get along with most folk, I'm really kind though, and very compassionate and giving. I enjoy being inside, playing video games, most notably FFXI listening to music. I'm not really "outgoing" or anything, I could never see myself being a party type. You could call me boring, I suppose! That's not very true.. well maybe it is, I can be fun and playful. I haven't swam in forever.. but I do like swimming.
I'm really hoping to find someone who can accept me for who I am and my faults. I don't know what all I have to offer, or if my trust, loyalty, and love is any better or worse than other's. I'm pretty locked up, to put it in a nutshell, I have a hard time opening up to people.
I think I'm pretty unique, I'm not fake, I say what I feel and act on my morals. I'm a quiet person. I grew up really fast due to events in my childhood, or what there was of a childhood. I've made mistakes too, like anyone else, some pretty big mistakes. I don't blame my past for my actions, I think my past just gives me more insight, and if anything it should help me make right decisions instead of wrong ones. I'm sure being on this site isn't the best idea with my age, but I'm lonely and I have no real way meeting people in my situation.
I don't know where I'm going with most of this, but I think I deserve a chance, with someone compatible, someone who can love me for who I am, and I them.
I'm not here for lectures either.. I have heard it all a million times, maybe I'm hard headed, I don't know. I know what I want and I'm not going to just wait until I "come of age" for it, what if I loose my chance? Why are people even putting a age limit on love? I can understand, people misunderstanding lust vs love, but I'm not your average 16 year old, I don't think, anyways. Maybe I think I'm the baddest of the bunch, the smarter one of the group, maybe I don't know anything at all. But I seek completion and I think, I hope, that maybe one person out there is right for me and I'm right for them, one person that could make me smile, and be the light of my life, and I theirs.